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It is time for Memoirs of My Sissy! This posting is quite erotic. If you can’t take the heat of this post, I would suggest that you cover your eyes. Forced bi was never an option for Melinda, because as you will soon fine out, she slobs the knob willingly. Happy reading!

Hello my Goddess, I hope this email finds you in great spirits, you deserve no less!

I had a quiet weekend, but it was good, I was able to take stock and do my nails and a bunch of other things! I took some time to slow down and think about what has happened to me so far down the path you have laid forth for me, the path of the sissy-whore cuckold! I have not really reflected because I have had too many cocks in me to even think about it! But I think there was a moment when the floodgates were really opened….one time you told me you wanted me to start to look at men when I was out in the world, look at the bulge in their pants and think about what was underneath. Until then, as you know, I was a willing and obedient sissy, but I was not drunk with cum until soon after that…I now have a nice lil wardrobe of slutty attire which serves the dual purpose of making me feel sexy and making men want to fuck me! I have gone out a few times now, once to a straight bar, and the attention I have gotten feels so foreign yet wonderful, to have a man’s lust focused on me, and to know what he wants to do to me just fills me up with an energy I’ve never felt before in my life, I feel addicted to that feeling and I’m shamelessly feeding the monkey!

Anyways, Melinda has obviously always been in me, and has obviously been starved for attention for a while! I don’t know what has happened to me, I know Your strong hand and mind have been guiding me and I know that I love that feeling, to be in the clutches of a Powerful Beautiful Woman such as Yourself! I live two separate lives, yet sometimes they get crossed up, I think for now Melinda is in control…

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You have guessed it, it is time for Memoirs Of My Sissy.  I hope you enjoy this post as much as I do.  Melinda is truly evolving. I especially like the fact that Melinda day dreams about making money for me as I pimp her out to sexy studs.  Maybe we can start the training with a alpha male while I cuckold her.

Hello Goddess! It’s me, your slutty lil sissy Melinda…I tried to reach you that evening we messaged back and forth to no avail! I was left with my lil frilly pink heart aching for Your Guidance and the chance to tell you a bit about what’s been going on with me!

…So for now I’ll have to type to you a bit about my journey down the path of my destiny that you have catalyzed me to walk down! First off, let me tell you, it is not cheap being your sissy! I now have a French maid outfit, a beautiful short blonde-and-pink curly wig, a bit of a wardrobe including sexy-slutty evening wear a delicious lavender-sheer robe that I absolutely adore!, I’ve had a pedicure, and I stocked up on cosmetics and learned how to make my face after a makeover at a MAC counter…..I am all dolled up and ready to go! All that has left me broke, and I’m afraid I won’t be able to hear my Goddess’ voice for a lil while yet! : - (

I am still in a cock sucking contest with my ex and I am way ahead of her now with a grand total of 17 to her 13! That is really surreal, talking with her about such things and competing with her…in fact my whole life as Melinda feels as if surreal, it’s so far outside all my experience till now and people treat me so differently now than they did before! I can also see how my ex wound up in another man’s arms, because now when a Man focuses his lust at me I can feel it, I get all weak in the knees and I can’t say no! I truly am a cock slut now Goddess, there truly is no turning back now! I still dream of earning money for you by doing nasty things and I hope to talk about that with you sometime soon!

Goddess, thank You so much for sending me down this path, this is the ultimate drug for me and my lil sissy head still spins and my clitty throbs at the thought of where this will take me! No tribute is enough, no praise adequate, you truly spread me wide open for a whole realm of lie I never thought possible!

Yours Sluttily,
Melinda

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It’s time for Memoirs Of My Sissy.  Melinda is definitely enjoying the fact that she is a featured posting on my blog.  I’m sure that there are some readers out there that keep a close eye on what’s going on with Melinda.  I will continue to keep you up to date on her progress. Although Melinda has not gone into much detail in this email below, I have to let you know that she is starting to dress like a true little sissy. I am truly proud of her new glory hole adventures. Who would have thought that my little sissy would learn how to perform oral sex on a man so well?  I still have plans to make her a little cuckolded sissy slut.  Lets see what happens!

Good morning or good day Goddess, whichever time this email may find you! I hope Your Monday is starting out wonderfully!

Oh my Goddess! I just looked at your blog and I LOVE that my blossoming into Melinda is on there! I will not disappoint you either, I will write faithfully! It feels so good to be going through these changes with you at the helm and to have it shared with other folks like that, well I am just flattered and my breath is taken away! It did make me blush, but in a good way! :)

Seems everything is happening so fast, as if everything that has led up to you molding me into what you see in me prepared me for this journey! Feeling Your nurturing guidance yesterday was really amazing as well as Your programming of me and it all gave me a real idea of what a dynamic powerful Goddess You are…You truly are completely beautiful in substance and form and I am so grateful to the universe that You are my guide to slutty sissy-ness!

Sluttily and Obediently Yours,

Melinda

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It is time for Memoirs of my sissy, and although I know that I have not written about Melinda in a very long time, I have to let you know that she is still very much alive and well.  It is a beautiful thing when you can witness with your own eyes the transformation of a caterpillar to a magnificent butterfly. It is a marvelous thing when in some parts of this world one is able to witness the 4 seasonal weather changes.  To me the snow in winter is as splendid as the multicolored leaves that fall from the tree during autumn. Then there is Melinda.  She is going through a transformation to where the different stages of her discoveries are all equally important to me, and not one portion of what she experiences is better then the other.

I wanted to have my little sissy dress up like a woman, and what better way to do that then to send her on a little lingerie store outing. I gave her very specific instructions.  She was to find the prettiest sales lady in the lingerie shop, and ask her if she thought the pink panties she had picked out would look good on her. This was an assignment that was both humiliating but at the same time it is very liberating.  I would imagine that it is a freeing feeling for Melinda to share something such as this with the outside world.  It seemed from Melinda’s response that she enjoyed any humiliation that took place, as well as the feeling of knowing that she was conducting herself like a true sissy.  What will Melinda do next?  I’m not sure but I do know that it may require me to cuckold her.  You will just have to wait and see.

Hello my Goddess, the Possessor of my weak will, the Great and True and Cruel Living Owner of this sissy bitch! Thank You Goddess, for being you, and guiding me towards your end, whatever that may be! A short two weeks ago.  I would never have thought I would be wearing panties every day, that I would go up to the cutest girl in a lingerie store and ask her if she thought the hot pink teddy in my hands was the right color for me! That was an interesting conversation to say the least! I’ll NEVER forget the look in her eyes or the way she giggled! At this rate my worlds are on a collision course and I don’t care! What matters is pleasing Goddess, and taking this as far as she wants!

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It’s time for Memoirs Of My Sissy. Melinda is changing into the perfect work of sissy art. I can only imagine the subtle changes in her mannerism. The changes that I can not see, but can only sense through the sound of her voice. A hard, masculine projection has been replaced with a soft feminine undertone. It makes me think about the things I embedded in her brain and the effect that it has had on her subconscious.

I try to figure out exactly what it was that made everything so real for her. Was it the moment that I changed her name to Melinda or the moment that I told her to throw out all of her men’s under pants? Maybe it was my complete dominance! Does Melinda feel like she is under a spell when I call her names that affirm her place in this life? Maybe it was my humiliation sessions that make some sissies drop to their knees, yet cause them to get a hard on all at the same time? I know that she enjoys it tremendously when I tell her that I will cuckold, and feminize her. I may never know. I’m not sure if Melinda can answer that question. What she does know is that she is changing.

Hello my Goddess, my living Icon! I have kept an eye out for you all day in the hopes that I might be able to please you with how complete your grasp is on my very self, and so I can hear your melodic Voice and of course Your intoxicating Laughter! I have thought about the fantasy you so graciously shared with me about my live-in servitude of you and your black lover almost non-stop! I am hoping against hope that you might check your email and desire to speak with Your Melinda. If I could only be so lucky! I bought a pink teddy today that I am wearing in my bed right now, I look and feel fabulous! All I’m missing is my Goddess.

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Its time for Memoirs Of My Sissy again, and as always it is exciting to write about a sissy that is becoming what she was meant to be all because of my guided hand. Today I spoke to Melinda, and the funny thing is that she did not sound anything like she had sounded in past weeks. To my surprise Melinda sounded as if she was going through a transformation. There are some people that would have spoken to her and right away would say that she sounded like a sissy faggot. Please understand that Melinda is into humiliation, and because of that she enjoys being called such names. This type of name calling is not for everyone, and therefore I don’t use it to describe all people I encounter that decide to dress in women’s clothing.

When I asked Melinda about her new voice, or as I could hear that her mannerisms seemed very feminine, she informed me that wearing panties made her feel like a woman. She had no idea that she had changed in anyway. One thing was for certain, and that one thing was that Melinda felt different from the inside out. I was astonished by her willingness to do what ever it took to venture out into the world of feminization. The things that I wanted to make my new personal little sissy slave do swirled in my head. Dressing Melinda in a French Maid’s outfit, and allow her to serve me in all ways was prevalent. I wanted her to be my little cuckold! It was very evident that she wanted to pleasure other men, and I wanted to make her fantasies real by providing her with visual and mental stimulation. It seemed as if my suggestions resonated her mind.

Hello Goddess, I hope I’m not bothering you, but I just looked at that French Maid’s outfit you sent me a website link to. I have to tell you, I would just love to wear that for you! Your taste of course is impeccable!  Now that Melinda is awakened and I am sitting here in my office chair wearing panties as you told me to, my mind is wandering. I am thinking about all kinds of deliciously naughty things. I have thoughts of serving you EXACTLY how you want and deserve to be served! It would be a privilege to pleasure your divine clit while you are getting fucked by your lover. I keep thinking about the fabulous view of him stretching you to your limits. My thoughts are making my clitty rock hard! I want to Get him hard for you, and guide him Inside of you. Lastly, I want to use my mouth to clean you both up. Seems there are all kinds of submission niches, and I adore thinking of the ones I know of when it comes to you. I suppose that makes me about the sissiest bitch around! I get butterflies when thinking of where this is going to go, and how far you will push me. I just hope you get the pleasure you deserve from the Control you have over me!

Slutty and submissively Yours,

Melinda

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Its time for Memoirs of My Sissy! It is always exciting to be able to take a piece of clay and mold it to your liking. This is what I’m doing with Melinda. She was once a very confused man. A mere cuckold with no direction in life.   Now she is turning into a Sissy with a plan. Melinda is in the potter’s hands, and she is being molded into something beautiful. She is a rare piece of excellence on a shelf for all to see. Everything is a slow progression. Today I instructed Melinda to throw out all her men’s underwear in order to make room for all her new female panties. She is not longer allowed to wear men’s boxers or briefs. I want her to feel sexy!

Again, today I would like to thank you for being you, I have had an awakening in me, Melinda has been waiting for an opportunity and you have kicked down the door that had locked her in! Yesterday I took care of my underwear situation and got rid of all my boxers…then I put on a pale pink satin string bikini pair of panties and found the tightest shorts I have. When I bent over I could see my panty lines, it was so slutty, and I loved it! And I think it would have pleased you to see me! I also picked up some cherry lip gloss in my travels, as soon as I did I applied it, I felt so sexy, there was no shame in my game!

You have really knocked something loose in me Goddess, with the way you exude your superiority, the sultriness of your voice and the way you KNOW that you have me as a lump of clay to mold and shape into how you see fit, I cannot help but get worked up sitting here in my panties thinking about it! AND I cannot wait for my next assignment! Who can know how far this might go? I just close my eyes and imagine you above me, receiving all the Pleasure you deserve, and me, facilitating that in ANY way possible!

Sluttily Yours, my Breathtaking Example of Perfection,

Melinda

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This is the first post of many. If you have problems finding these posts, you may go to them quickly by looking on the side bar for a star, or in categories for the title “Memoirs of My Sissy”. Look for something every week about Melinda. Melinda is a very devoted sissy slave of mines that has decided to obediently follow my direction.

Each post will contain a recent writing from Melinda. This post, and any future posts have been placed on my blog with Melinda’s consent. Nothing is placed without Melinda being fully aware of what is posted ahead of time. Some posts may contain input from me. I hope you enjoy my little sissy’s slut’s journey. You will notice that as time goes on that my little obedient sissy enjoys such things as cuckold fantasies, forced bi, chastity, and humiliation sessions. Live vicariously through Melinda.

Hello and thank You Goddess, for being your superior self. Thank you for giving me the opportunity to be the sissiest slut around. I have been given good fortune, because I have been graced by your influence, and power. I am Melinda as of today, a slutty sissy bitch, who is prepared to learn ANYTHING it may take to please my Goddess. Selfless worship of the perfection that is you is my new reason to get out of bed in the morning, and I am excited to see how you will push me beyond my limits. You are my Goddess, a rare example of cruel and wonderful perfection on this earth, and I cherish the idea that you grace me with whatever whim and that you will mold me into your ideal slut.

Yours completely and submissively,

Melinda

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